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date: Tuesday, September 30, 2008
time:10:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAURA LIM MINN AND CHEN WEIJIE! I love you babes so much and we've been together for 3 years now. It is pretty short but still long enough haha. I apologise for not being there for you babes for a period of time and thank you for always being there for me! (big big heart) *HUGS!*

So anyway, Math paper today was easier than expected but still not easy enough. I improved though, I guess. I only left 9 marks worth of questions blank instead of 20 haha. Sheesh.

Met Jing after school and went to eat at AMK hub with Madness + Jaz. Yes, omg! Madness got together today after like ages haha. We have to have an actual outing sometime soon. We also gotta do that silly hand shake we came up with in Sec 1 haha. Do you girls still remember it?! Ahh I miss Sec 1 so much seyh. (Except for my extremeeeely fugly hair, of course.)

Jing came over and left after a while, she had to go to the airport or something. Tuition got cancelled so I fell asleep while Fiona read Breaking Dawn on the net. Then she suddenly woke me up to eat at around 6pm haha. I slept for quite a while.

Watched Death Race on DVD and sent Fiona to the bus stop since it was raining so freaking heavily.

Tomorrow I have tuition in the morning and then I have to head to my grandma's for Hari Raya. Ugh, I'm gonna be so freaking bored. :( Sigh, oh well. I hope my younger cousin's won't annoy me to death.

Goodbye, oh-so beautiful world.

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time:9:49 PM

:O PICTURES!
The top pics are the latest ones,

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date: Monday, September 29, 2008
time:9:55 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLEM JOHAN HAM!
Thanks for irritating me through out your 13 years of life. Without you though, it would never be the same. (:

Had my Eng paper 1 and Social Studies today. I really like my Eng essay. It was 4 and a half pages long though haha. A lot of description and stuff. Social Studies was so-so. I didn't really study and only read through 2 chaps that actually came out haha. So I just crapped through most of the SS essay.

Went to Plaza Sing after school with Jaz to get some stuff done. Then went home to change and go out to dinner with my family for my brother's birthday. Went to Jack's place. Now i'm so stuffed I think I could dieee. Okay, well actually, not that terribly but I'm just really full anyway. Haha.

Jing is staying over today. Apparently she doesn't need to go to school. Lucky bitch haha.

Math paper 1 tomorrow. MATI MATI mati mati.

Lol. Goodbye.

Don't you wanna come with me?

Don't you wanna feel my bones on your bones?

It's only natural.

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date: Sunday, September 28, 2008
time:4:02 PM

I reached home at 2am plus yesterday, exhausted. Apologised to my dad and half-explained what happened. It was a really fucked up night to celebrate 3 Birthdays. The most dramatic and whacked night I have ever experienced in my whole 15 years of life haha. Maybe it'll always be the most whacked and dramatic. I really hope so.

And no I am not telling you what happened. I just hope that everyone that was erhh...insane last night is fine and I apologise to everyone that was sane last night. Yeah I think that covers what I wanna say about last night. Sigh.

So Happy Birthday to Sera, Yu Sheng! The 2 other Birthday girl's day is this Tuesday. Whooo~! Haha.

Kay so now im off. Social Studies tomorrow. Ugh, sheesh.

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date: Saturday, September 27, 2008
time:1:49 PM

Hey you. Yesterday was funnnn. And and and! I think I might actually pass my Malay! Hahaha, YES! But im just assuming so yeaaah haha.

Watched Mamma Mia. Its completely dumb and hilarious hahaha. But I think we were the only ones laughing so loudly in the cinema haha. We is Jaz, Weijie, Waiking, Roy, Lowell, Mengda and Kokping. But just imagine hot guys wearing swimming trunks and flippers dancing and singing on the beach. Hahaha. Okay maybe you can't, whatever. Just watch it!

Ate at Kentucky Fried Chicken. It was finger-licking gooood. Haha. -_-"

Then Jaz came over to study and her mom fetched us from my place and I slept over at her's. So, yay!

Had tuition at 9am today, ugh. It would be nice if I didn't have to wake up so early haha. Thanks Jaz, for making me breakfast, heh. And Ben said we didn't have to stay till 5pm anymore so I left at 12ish. :D

I feel like staying home today and sleeping but there's the bbq...im only staying for a while though. Well then im gonna study or smth for now. SS on Monday. ):

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date: Thursday, September 25, 2008
time:8:25 PM

Tomorrow: Malay Paper 1 and 2.
Outcome: Failureeee.

Gahh im so not bothered about Malay seyh. But I miss Cikgu Azlin. She was the only teacher that managed to help me get an A for Malay. That was like P6 though, so it was much easier haha.

D&T mock exam paper today was much easier than expected, so I am really happy about that! Heh. Chem test was pretty okay too. Im so tired of talking about studies. Sheesh.

Im planning to watch Mamma Mia tmr with Jaz and a few others. I can't waaait! There's finally gonna be some fun in my life. Yaaay.

Ohh and Fiona and Jing came over just now. Jing fell asleep and I fell asleep a while aft she did. Fiona was reading the draft of Midnight Sun. They left quite a few mins ago.

Im still pondering on whether I should study for Malay..maybe i'll study for SS instead haha. Ahh whatever, bye.

I'd walk on water for you.

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date: Wednesday, September 24, 2008
time:9:35 PM

I am currently studying for my D&T mock exam paper. *sigh* I hope im able to do well for it this time. Hmmm.

Ohh and yesterday I forgot to mention that I found a packet of Oreos under my desk with a note saying to call a certain number. And when I did call, some bitch answered the phone. She was pretty irritating. I have no idea who she was but she definitely put the Oreos under the wrong table haha. It was prolly for some guy or smth.

This Sat I have tuition from 9am to 5pm. I know, wtf. Ben is really craaazy haha. But im up for it. It'll be really good. Besides, there'll be breaks and lunch is provided haha.

My life is pretty stale at the moment so you could definitely yawn at this post.

And now I gtg memorise different kinds of light circuits. Ugh.

You captured me like spider's prey,

sucked me dry and threw me away.

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date: Tuesday, September 23, 2008
time:9:35 PM

"You sit there in your heartache,
waiting on some beautiful boy to,
to save you from your old ways.
You play forgiveness,
watch it now,
here he comes."

-The Killers

Nothing much happened today. So there's just nothing much to say. Study till your brain explodes. Living through millions of episodes. I feel like rhyming so quit your whining. Its time to go now but I'll be back. Just you wait.

Hahaaaaaaa.

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date: Monday, September 22, 2008
time:10:10 PM

I close my eyes and slip away

I find the peace I need

But the moment's too short

I wake, dazed

I hate reality

The silence is too loud

I can no longer sleep

The memory creeps in

I want to scream and let it all out

But I know I can no longer win

Multi-coloured spheres take over my sight

Seemingly dizzy throughout the night

I couldn't hope for more colours in my life

Yours truly,

Veronique.

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time:7:35 PM

Normal day at school today. D&T practical was pretty fun too. I like using all the sanding machines and stuff haha. And ahh Malay paper this Friday. I don't know if I should bother about it. Hmmm, I wonder where I put my peribahasa notes. Shit...

Headed to Subway aft school with Jaz, Weijie, Cleon, Dee and Roy. Ate and studied. I did some Physics. And time flew by like super fast seyh. I need more time to study! Ugh. And Cleon, just focus on your studies now k! Don't get too distracted. Im here if you need me. (:

I have a feeling that my posts will be superbly boring now haha. I mean it is exam period. What kind of exciting things can happen?

I still have many pics from a long time ago that I shld be uploading but im too lazy haha. That's why you only get to see pics taken from the net that I think are pretty or just suit my mood. Heh. Off to study some humanities! (I think.)

I'll go anywhere, as long as im with you.

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date: Sunday, September 21, 2008
time:9:29 PM

I studied again today! Haha. I went to Ben's place to study for about 3 hours then I headed to Fiona's. Took our time with doing hmwk and stuff. I just have the last half of my drama lighting essay to complete. So I feel pretty satisfied with myself. I hope I continue doing this. I may actually get pretty good marks for my EOY's. Wow, haha.

I still can't wait till aft exams though. Im gonna have as much fun as I can bfr sinking into the fact that I have to begin preparing for 'O' levels. Ugh.

One day, I will travel to Forks! It'll be so awesomely cool. Me and Laura were dreaming about it ytd night haha. I was looking at some pics of it too. The rainforest there is really beautiful. Hmmm if only...

*Kiss*

Ride your tongue along your bottom lip and bite down.

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date: Saturday, September 20, 2008
time:8:59 PM

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time:6:24 PM

Awesome-o.

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time:5:49 PM

I have decided to blog if I have studied for the day, hehe. And so I studied today because I had tuition. It was very helpful. I can now do Redox very easily. I just wonder whether its really coming out for the exams. Hmmm.

Zak asked me out with a few other friends but my conscience told me to stay home and study. I have been trying to do that, really. I layed down all the books in front of me and decided to do some Chem. Somehow, I slowly escaped into dreamland instead. I thought about meeting Edward Cullen. Lol. Im being such an idiot!

Ohh, I found this just now while looking for some notes. It's a song someone wrote for me a long time ago...

V1:
Wrote this while I was down in bed
Just thinking of the things we had
I've always had so much to say to you
Dear Veronique baby, this song, yeah this ones for you

Pre-chorus:
I'll write you songs that we can sing and dance to
I'd write it all even if I didn't have to

Chorus:
Im looking to the sky to count the stars
I wonder if you see them where you are
Looked into your eyes and fell in love
If you miss me, just you look above
And you'll know that i'll be there
Cause these words were never easier for me to say
That im in love with you
So won't you just take this to heart
We're perfect girl, there's no way we'll be apart

V2:
So why don't you stick around and just stay close
Then we can speak of things that we love the most
You said, "Play me a song, it's been too long since
I've heard you sing"
No I won't deny you
If you ask, I'd do anything

Chorus

V3/Bridge:
I could never spend a day from you
Just hold my hand, I know we'll get through
One day i'll make you proud
And sing that im gonna marry you

Chorus

Ending bridge:
You're all that i'll ever have
You're all that i'll ever need
You're everything to me
My sweet dear Veronique

Love, the girl who dreams of flying.

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date: Thursday, September 18, 2008
time:9:01 PM

I guess it won't hurt if I blog just once haha. Today's the only day I actually studied anw, since I stopped blogging. If you could see me now, I would be frowning at myself for my ill attempts at trying. I have just been too distracted by mindless books that keep me fantasizing for more. It is utterly horrible, really. The only thing im gaining from this is how my Eng has somewhat improved and im no longer distracted by his life. I haven't thought about him for quite a while and that makes me happy.

I have to thank Adam today for helping me with my Math. He made me feel disciplined enough to study. That's good, I guess.

I can't seem to recall when I last blogged right now but since that day, everything has been a blur. Im just glad I finished up the whole Twilight series before it got out of hand. I even read the draft of Midnight Sun and feel kind of pissed at whoever that put it up illegally. That person's selfish act kept the publishing of the book on hold. Damn it. But that's still a good thing in a way. Haha.

I want to say this for hope that I might actually do it... Im off to study!

P.S. My mom is in KL now and my dad's in New Zealand. I wish I could do something exciting while their away. Exams are just too near. I'd rather stay at home and do nothing than go out and have fun.

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date: Thursday, September 11, 2008
time:8:18 PM

I don't think I'll be blogging until EOY's are over. This should definitely be my last post until further notice. I don't wanna disappoint my parents again. I really wanna get into study mode.

Werewolves and vampires are so freakishly cool don't you think? Eventhough it'd be scary if they existed, it'd still be really cool somehow. Haha okay what's wrong with me.

Had a normal day today. Fiona came over for lunch and she walked me to tuition. I persuaded her. I desperately needed some company. I was getting so tired of walking there all alone. It's so boring. Plus, there are unwanted memories that I always have to block out. I owe her chocs now. Lol. I'll bring em tmr if I can rmb. Well that's it from me.

I really hope I stick to what I said in the first para. Ciao.

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date: Wednesday, September 10, 2008
time:9:28 PM

Sometimes I feel that there's always something missing in life. Once you get it though, you always want something more. This happens over and over again. Why can't we, humans, ever be satisfied with what life is already giving us?

I don't know either because I myself always want more. Even when I know I have everything to make me happy. Maybe that's why we lose things that mean a lot to us. We don't realise how lucky we truly are until we lose something that means the whole world to us.

I want to meet someone who is grateful for everything in life. Like a glass of water or being able to use the computer. That would really teach me something.

I want to live in the countryside where it's just peaceful and I have everything I need to survive. What I want most in life is peace. Not just for the world but in my mind, soul and heart. And again, I am asking for something. I guess none of us will be able to stop asking for something more.

I posted this cause I just happened to be thinking about it. How greedy and selfish we all actually are.

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time:9:06 PM

Dear blog,

Today was an okay day. I had school and then went home straight after. I showered and changed and went to make my I.C. with my dearest mother. After that, I bought 3 new tops and we went to eat at Golden Mile. The Thai food there was really nice. I miss Thai food. I went home straight after and recorded myself singing. I sounded quite horrible at first but I started to sound okay after a while. Wow. What an interesting day.

P.S. I feel very lethargic. Read this post with no emotion. Haha.

Love,
Veronique.

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date: Tuesday, September 9, 2008
time:7:00 PM

No One Punk Cover

Search up Davedays on youtube. He's pretty good.

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time:6:44 PM

I just watched the next ep of GG. I don't seem so interested in it anymore though. Prolly cause there's just so much on my mind. Or maybe cause Stephenie Meyer is such an awesome author, I'd rather read about fictional vampires than watch what could actually happen in real life. Anw, I am just hoping that Dec 12th would come sooner, I can't wait!

Ms Wong called my mom today because I didn't do Eng hmwk. I found it so unfair that she only called my mom. She told my mom to not let me go out until exams were over. I dunno if my mom actually listened to her though. When I came home, my mom was just disappointed, but she still put all her faith and trust in me. I feel so horribly guilty now. I should have been more focused. Im pretty sure im gonna get a long lecture from my dad when he comes home though. My mom didn't say anything about my report slip. She just made sure that I left it on my dad's desk. Greaaaat.

Well I guess I better start improving myself. I better get started on the left over hol hmwk. This time, I will do it and not just mention it on my blog.

His smile made me tingle.

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date: Monday, September 8, 2008
time:8:50 PM

I am seriously side-tracking from what I wanted to accomplish this year. I wanted to be a more well-behaved and disciplined student. (I guess I almost am, somehow) I wanted to improve my grades and not fail a single subject. (That, I am very far from) I feel very stressed out now because I haven't done a single bit of holiday hmwk and I can still be here blogging and not do anything about it. I am an idiot. Maybe I need a brain transplant or smth.

I also just can't believe that EOY's are in only 19 days time. I really just wanna start the year over. This whole year has been a total blur for me. Everything was happening too fast and my mind was not set on anything at all. I felt like a zomobie, watching the year pass by. Its definitely too late for EOY's, so I am just hoping that by the end of the Nov and Dec hols and by the New Year, I would have alr mastered the Sec 3 syllabus and be ready for Sec 4. If only I had better self-control.

One of my dreams is to write my very own book. I want to accomplish that goal soon as well.

Sometimes I wonder how old I am on the inside and not in the physical world. Sometimes I wonder if there's a part of me, I never knew. Sometimes I just lay down and think about stupid things that might never come true.

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date: Saturday, September 6, 2008
time:11:42 PM

I was soooo lazy to wake up today. I just wanted to sleep in man haha. But I woke up anw and went over to Jaz's to just hang out and stuff.

Jing came later with a cake and a card. Awwww I love you so much Ong Jinyeeee! That was super sweet of you! *hugs* I enjoyed today very much cause its what I wanted. I don't have a thing for big birthday parties and shit. I just wanna hang out and have fun with the ppl I love! :D

Took some stupid vids again. I'll upload em tmr or smth. I think taking idiotic vids has become my new hobbie. Soon I will be making movies! Hahaha. (I wish.)

Met my parents at Shaw Plaza at 7 plus and had dinner at Sakura. Then watched Wall-E with my brother. Wall-E is soooo cute. But I really hope the future won't turn out like that. I don't want my great great great great grand daughter or son to be some blob. Lol.

Thank you Jaz and Jing for the lovely day!
Love, the girl who finally feels truly happy and blessed to be alive!

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