Vee

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date: Monday, September 8, 2008
time:8:50 PM

I am seriously side-tracking from what I wanted to accomplish this year. I wanted to be a more well-behaved and disciplined student. (I guess I almost am, somehow) I wanted to improve my grades and not fail a single subject. (That, I am very far from) I feel very stressed out now because I haven't done a single bit of holiday hmwk and I can still be here blogging and not do anything about it. I am an idiot. Maybe I need a brain transplant or smth.

I also just can't believe that EOY's are in only 19 days time. I really just wanna start the year over. This whole year has been a total blur for me. Everything was happening too fast and my mind was not set on anything at all. I felt like a zomobie, watching the year pass by. Its definitely too late for EOY's, so I am just hoping that by the end of the Nov and Dec hols and by the New Year, I would have alr mastered the Sec 3 syllabus and be ready for Sec 4. If only I had better self-control.

One of my dreams is to write my very own book. I want to accomplish that goal soon as well.

Sometimes I wonder how old I am on the inside and not in the physical world. Sometimes I wonder if there's a part of me, I never knew. Sometimes I just lay down and think about stupid things that might never come true.

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