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I wanna get outta here.
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title: Jaz slept over at my place yesterday cause we have tuition in the morn today. Tuition's only a 15 min walk from my place :D
We were supposed to watch the movies, Before Sunrise and Before Sunset but she fell asleep. Tsk, armpit! Haha. Yaaay, I'm going out with Weijie later! Hehe. I AM ACTUALLY GONNA GO OUT! Lol. I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it. :) (love) P.S. I got 39/100 for my malay, hahaha wtf. I got 19/25 for SS though, an A1 :D Hehe. |
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title: Tuition today was really slackish. We completed the Chap on Speed of Reactions for Chem though. I think its really easy. Hmmm, I have to try out the harder questions on it first before I really know I guess.
We had the further studies seminar thingy today. I was only really interested during the Hall Exhibition, the other talks made me really bored. I won a bear, a lollipop and a pair of movie tics today from the diff schools :D Hehe. I gave the bear to Arjun cause he wanted it, I ate the lollipop and gave the pair of movie tics to Jaz since she helped me answer most of the questions. Haha. Hmmm, this post is soooo boring. I haven't gone out for fun for a very long time. How depressing. But! I'll be having Wee Nam Kee with Weijie this Sat after tuition, yaaay :D What am I gonna do tmr? Hmmmm. (love) |
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title: I should start studying for Physics or at least D&T or smth but I feel too lazy right now. I don't think I need to study for Physics though. Maybe I'm being to overconfident. I don't even know why I'm blogging right now.
You should watch the Batsu games on youtube, it seriously cracks me up. It makes Marcus cry from laughing hahaha. Search "Gaki No Tsukai" or smth like that. I stare out and see your face But you aren't there Just empty space I reach out and touch your hand But you aren't there It's only air Meadows swirl inside my dreams My thoughts are twisted Never at peace I reach out to touch your face I fall without your longing embrace Open your eyes Don't fall asleep Enter, reality -Veronique (love) |
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title: My stomach hurts :/ ugh.
Physics test and Drama 'O' Levels tmr. I hope everything goes well. Mao was funny today when he said I curse you instead of I curse her. Im actually very impressed that Rina and him could stay in character after that screw up haha :D And Shana was awesomeeee! (Im talking abt their Drama piece btw) I think I totally embarrassed myself in front of him today :( I felt so humiliated haha but it was kind of funny. And maybe, it was only embarrassing to me. Haha I bet you have no idea what im talking about. Im confused. (sighs) Bye. |
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title: Common tests have been pretty good so far, except for Malay and Math. But whatever, I should be able to do fine by 'O' Levels. I don't know about Malay though haha, I can't really be bothered by it. Tmr will be the Chem common test, I'm pretty confident I'll do well. I BETTER do well!!! Lol.
Okay, bye. (: |
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title: Drama prelims today went really well! Haha yayyy :D I got good feedback from the audience and now just have to work on a couple of flaws spotted by Ms Pei. I can't wait for the Drama 'O' Exam for the scripted piece to be over. Then we can finally start working on our devised pieces.
Thanks Jaz, Sheila and everyone else for coming to support us. (Bloody hell, I can't upload any pics -.-) |
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title: Drama prelims tmr :S
"You loved me John Proctor, and whatever sin it is, you love me yet!" I had to repeat this stupid line a million times just now because Marcus couldn't get his blocking -movement on stage - right -.- Well whatever it is, I just hope all of us performing tmr will do well! So all the best everyone :D |
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title: I had Drama full dress rehearsals in the morn then went to Weijie's to shower and change. Went out with her today, hehe :) Met Laura, Rina and some of the boys after getting Weijie's balloons for her sis but left early cause I wanted to relax at home since I have ANOTHER drama rehearsal tmr morn. Sigh, I can't wait for the March hols even though I still sort of have sch on some of the days. Wish me luck, Drama prelims this Tuesday. Love should be shown everyday and everywhere. |
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title: I went for Fall Out Boy yesterday with Zak, Eddy and my bro! Haha. IT WAS AWESOMEEE! I am like so glad I went. Even though their new album isn't as good as the old ones, they're still great.
The crowd was crazy too, there was this huge mosh pit and a few ppl body surfing but after a while they got really annoying haha. I fell down once but the guy apologized to me anw, hehe. Ohh and some people threw pads around. Wtf right haha. Most prolly girls I guess, I don't see why guys would have pads with them haha. On the negative side though, something really pissed me off/upset me/annoyed me like crazy today. So _l_ all the people who screwed everything up. I know that its not totally their fault but its just totally unfair. Urgh, that's just how life is I guess. :( Okay whatever, pictures: Hey Monday performed as an opening band. FOB came an hour late... Pete Wentz! Patrick Stump! P.S. I want to thank Zak for carrying me on his shoulders and lifting me up a couple of times, haha! And Eddy too :D |
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title: I just found out that EMINEM will be back! Yayyy haha finally man. It's been like 4 years? I really really can't wait for his new album to come out, Relapse. I will always love Eminem whether or not the new album is as good as his others. To me, he's the best rapper aliveeeeeee.
Yesterday's drama rehearsal with Ms Pei was very helpful. It helped us complete the blocking of the second scene and now we don't have to be sooo stressed out anymore but we still need a lot of work to actually be good. Urgh, I have a freaking malay paper from RI to do. How bloody annoying. I think I'll be looking at the dictionary every few seconds. :( (love) |
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title: Where has my love gone?
I feel like there's none left Perhaps this is just a simple test What have you done? You've got it all wrong You're not the only one singing this song My memories are sweet But to you they are not These times I shall keep In my heart, they won't rot Sour kisses fill my lips It's only yours that I miss Butterflies flutter through the air I loved the way you combed your fingers through my hair -Veronique |
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title: The moment I reached home, I totally knocked out on my bed. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through next week. Ahh, and tmr I've got tuition then I've gotta go catch this drama play with the drama 'O' people. On Sun, there'll be a full day of drama rehearsal. :O I want to kill myself so I can simply rest for eternity. It was you who made me see. |
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title: Imagine you meet someone you feel totally connected with but you could only have one night with them. What would you do? Would you take a risk or be on the safe side? Would you trust this person you hardly even know? Would you fall in love or regret ever meeting that person? So let's jump 10 or 20 years from now and you get happily married but now you can't stand your spouse and you're thinking about all the people you had met in the past and the people you could have had something with. What if you thought about that stranger you had met and totally wanna kill yourself for not spending that night with him? This totally has nothing to do with me btw haha. The movie I just watched, Before Sunrise, just totally made me think a lot about taking risks and what could happen if you do. I mean, what's life with no risks? You'd never get new experiences or find something amazing. Then again, you could end up in deep shit haha. You still would never know what could happen though. Am I thinking too much nowadays? But I honestly don't care if you people - if there is anyone - who reads my blog finds it interesting or not because this is where I let out everything and say ALMOST anything I want. You know the rules about offending people and all that shit. I don't like talking about people secretly on my blog anw, like with code names or something like that. What's the point right? I mean, I do it sometimes but I don't really say anything bad. I more of like express good emotions to the person? Haha okay nvm, I don't know what I'm talking about. Wow, I didn't expect this post to be so long. Haha you're a sucka for reading it! (Kidding!) (love) Why won't you notice me..? |
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title: I just reached home awhile ago from Drama CCA. We didn't do too well cause most of us haven't had time to memorize our lines. I mean I have 2 different scripts to memorize, one for 'O's and another for the CCA. Plus, I have been really busy and I just don't have time for anything! But I shouldn't complain cause I was the one who wanted to take up the role. Sigh, this sucks. I can't believe I'm even having a full day (8:30am - 6pm(?)) rehearsal for Drama O's on Sunday's with my drama group because we simply can't find a day when everyone is free on the weekdays and on Sat. *curses I just gotta tahan for this year. I can do it, I think. |
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title: God could have put us in any kind of world, he could have made up any kind of reality, but yet he put us in a world of conflict, pain and death. I always wonder why life is so complicated and screwed up most of the time and happiness only remains for some period of time. I always never knew why though. Sometimes I don't even know if I believe in God. I'm a free thinker just in case you didn't know. I actually believe that when we die, that's simply the end of it. Your world goes black and you no longer exist. It could happen right? We all don't know. Maybe, if there is a God, he just wanted us to grow and learn as his creation. To learn from our mistakes and to push ourselves further than we'd ever imagine, and when we do well, we go to heaven but if we sucked, we go straight to hell. That makes life an exam too doesn't it, a test. I don't even know why I'm typing out all this, I just had a million thoughts in my head and I had to let at least a few out. Urgh. (bye) |
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title: "I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and I will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough." -The Notebook, Nicholas Sparks. P.S. I need something to get my mind off school. Urgh. |
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title: I just saw this pic on the school website taken during the Combined Cultural Performance last year haha. I was acting as Angel, this very shy girl that has liked the guy sitting next to me, Licheng as Benjamin, for an extremely long time. Like from pri school to uni? Lol yeah. It was fun and I really like this picture. :D |
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title: There's nothing interesting happening in my life right now. Haha yeah, so what's there to talk about right? Besides school, there's only 2 things I can't get out of my head and that really sucks for me. But oh well, haha I always say that. I think sometimes im way too calm and positive that it might get bad for me. (I wanted to type oh well again -.- lol.) As stupid as it sounds, I'm still thinking about you every single day. |
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